Wednesday, July 23, 2008

A heavy cloud

This is hurting more than I thought it would.

I have no energy and am feeling like I have to start over with the little steps to get through the day. I feel like there is a cloud over my head and sometimes even in the brain.I enjoy the car but miss the Dad.

I am working with my niece on a memorial 'video/movie' for the service we are having in October. This should be interesting.

I am sorry I don't have much more to say. I am very tired and not feeling like I want to think to hard. Maybe in a few days when things get sorted out in my head I will hijack the blog from Jim and make it some Dad memories that I don't want to forget.

3 comments:

Laurie said...

Betsy,

I am sorry that this has happened and it has taken you back to little steps again. I don't think anyone here expects you to say anything, I know I don't. Just know that you are being thought about and prayed for during this time. Asking God to gently lift the cloud that surrounds you and let the sunshine come through for you. In the meantime, take good care of yourself Betsy. You are loved.

Hugs and Hope, Laurie in Ca.

Rach said...

Sweet Betsy,

I'm so very sorry this terrible thing has happened. Please know that even if you don't feel like posting, I check in daily and say a quick prayer for you.

I'm not going to offer any platitudes, I just want to say I'm sorry.

Big fat HUGS.

Rachael

Lynnbug said...

Laurie is right--you dont have to say anything. Just know that you are in all of our thoughts.