Sunday, March 2, 2008

Still

Just still so hard to believe that Jim is not here. I let the dogs out tonight at 11:30 and went into to turn lights off and thought about Jim upstairs already in bed reading comics or watching Futurama. Then I put my head on the door jam and said why. why. why.

4 comments:

rachd said...

Do you think it ever becomes real? That we ever truly believe they are gone? Or will we always be waiting to see them just around the corner or to catch a glimpse of them in the mall?

It's all so very strange and hard.

HUGS.

Betts4 said...

Oh after such a busy weekend, I miss him.

Laurie said...

Hi Betsy,

No words that I can say will help and I am sorry. Thinking about you today and praying for you.

Love and Hugs, Laurie in Ca.

Laura said...

I wish, I wish, I wish so hard that this were not so for us. Those brick walls just keep popping up. Those disbeliefs...those aching moments that stretch into hours.

I'm here with you, giving you hugs. Not enough...but there anyway.