Tuesday, June 26, 2007

The last Tuesday of the month

It came to me when I was at work and looking at a calender. It was the last Tuesday of last month. At 3:35 am. When Jim died.

And today, is the last Tuesday of the month.

So here I am.

Don't want to be here without Jim. Can't say much more than that.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Oh, Betsy, I can only try to imagine how you must be feeling. Rick and I have been together for 15 years now, and as he has ongoing health problems,I have always sensed that one day I, too, will be walking on the path you're on today.

Your blog is such a loving tribute to Jim and so honest and open about your own experience of grief.

I wish I were there to comfort you in any small way I could. But all I can do is tell you I love you and remind you that you're often in my thoughts. I've been neglectful of our relationship, but you're always in my heart.

Your cousin,